{"id":99674,"date":"2024-10-18T13:03:39","date_gmt":"2024-10-18T13:03:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chezaspin.com\/blog\/index.php\/2024\/10\/18\/bensoul-on-being-dumped-while-critically-ill\/"},"modified":"2024-10-18T13:03:39","modified_gmt":"2024-10-18T13:03:39","slug":"bensoul-on-being-dumped-while-critically-ill","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chezaspin.com\/blog\/bensoul-on-being-dumped-while-critically-ill\/","title":{"rendered":"Bensoul on being dumped while critically ill"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Former Sol Generation signee, Bensol, has shared a deeply personal experience that left him broken but transformed his music career.<\/p>\n<p>In an interview with Philip Karanja on YouTube, the singer-songwriter recounted a period when his health deteriorated so severely that it nearly derailed his life and relationships.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;A lot of things have happened in my life that I can attest were all by God&#8217;s doing and plan, but to pick one&#8230; there was a time when I was sick, and I genuinely felt like I was going to die,&#8221; BenSol revealed.<\/p>\n<p>During this challenging time, Bensol says his then-girlfriend ended their relationship due to his deteriorating condition.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Her family was like, &#8216;Huyu jamaa kwanza vile anakaa kukufa, maybe he even has AIDS,&#8217; because I was sick and had lost a lot of weight,&#8221; he shared.<\/p>\n<p>However, Bensol clarified that contrary to the speculations, he had been battling tuberculosis (TB), a disease that had taken a toll on his body and left him physically weakened.<\/p>\n<p>As his health worsened, he had no choice but to return to his family home, a move that, unexpectedly, became a turning point in his career.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I was too skinny&#8230; but I feel like everything that happened was necessary in my life. I went back home, I had lost my voice, I couldn&#8217;t sing, so I was just writing songs,&#8221; Bensol said.<\/p>\n<p>Isolated from the noise of the outside world, he focused on songwriting, channeling his emotions and imagination into crafting music.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I penned a lot of songs from my imagination, trying to envision how they&#8217;d sound. I&#8217;d try to record them in my head in the huskiest voice, but I came up with the most amazing songs,&#8221; he recounted.<\/p>\n<p>This reflective, meditative approach to songwriting unlocked a new creative process for BenSol, which has become central to his music-making today.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That unlocked something in me, and I learned to write from my subconscious. These days, even when I go to the studio, I don&#8217;t like writing with loud music. I like going somewhere far and quiet, envisioning the song, seeing how life is happening around me, and I get the purest words from that,&#8221; he explained.<\/p>\n<p>BenSol added that this process, though unconventional, has produced some of his best work, even though others in the industry sometimes struggle to understand it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I try explaining that to people and other artists, and sometimes they don&#8217;t get it. I just see the music,&#8221; he said.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Former Sol Generation signee, Bensol, has shared a deeply personal experience that left him broken but transformed his music career. 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